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Recalibration
Recalibration...dreams and early morning
thoughts. Some priorities for today.
Date: 4/3/2006 11:46:18 AM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 1064 times Monday
April 3, 06
9:42 AM
More to do that is humanly possible.
Just finished spending a hour on my desk,
getting down to the dust and seed level.
Used the microfibre, a bit wet, to wipe it down.
How else than clearing your desk
does a person really clear the energy
and prep for the new wave?
I am sure there are many ways,
but clearing my desk is always a powerful
statement. It is like the period at the end of
a sentence,more than a comma.
What was last week about?
Monday I was still up in Orange County.
The Natural Product Expo West had ended
the day before. I was tenatively scheduled to
go over and bring candy to a dying man who
loves sweets. He is the father of my Best Friend.
The meeting went well. There was an energy
moving inside me that I wanted to confirmed
beside the very significant meeting.
This was the first time I saw BF since we stopped
being lovers. I still did not want to miss out out this
very important time in his life and our lives. Years from
now, I would have been sad if I had allowed my own
feelings and discomforts of the changing form of our
relationship to stand in the way of giving/honoring her father.
I have not entered a truly authentic taking care of my own
dad stage. I wanted to be with BF as she commits her life
so deeply now to what the next moment asks.
I wanted to be confirmed in a feeling that I have reached
the point in my Job's Return Cycle
YES
YES
where all the TESTING
is behind
the serious LOSSES of
everything dear
and now comes the BEGINNING
of the RETURN of everything
10 fold.
I want to build this Job Return energy in my bieng now.
I want to claim it.
BF was definitely on my team during on meeting.
I felt a bit embarrassed that I had come to pay homage
to her father and yet spent time talking about all the good
that was coming my way as a result of the events at the
Natural Product Expo West.
On the other hand, she was off on her own track about
this Job story. It was a minor thing that she missed
the significance of what I was wanting to be witnessed,
but it was important to me. I wanted witness to a
transcendent moment.
No big deal in retrospect now a week later.
I will get my witness in many other places,
and perhaps from her as well.
I want to claim this,
I want to breathe this,
I want to eat this,
digest this
make it a part of my being.
I have reached the moment when all
is coming home.
When I am coming home.
When I am crossing to a place
that have been a long time coming.
I have a new Angel who has moved
into the house here.
We are spending time just talking.
IT is a new experience to have this quality
of ally liviing here. She is just getting settled.
The week was all about coming out of
Mercury Retrograde and coming up out of winter.
We still had some intense rains.
I did some creative things to rewrite my Biz card.
I am close to one major complete with the OTA
photos and sending them an invoice this morning.
I am going out to pick up the photos that I will send them.
I wanted to take time last week to write up two amazing
stories from events that happened Tuesday and at the
Expo that were privotal moments. There is one more
story I want to write about my visit to the Finance Company
up in Orange.
Oh that's interesting...The City of Orange...
one of the few new T shifts I got says Orange Guard
and that "Evolution Works. Be one of the Survivors."
I like that line "Evolution Works."
I want to connect that with my Job Return Cycle energy.
It is a Big Deal to regain and Rekindle Faith in Life.
This has been a Winter when it felt like the entire
foundation of my Life was....
____
Phone Call...
10:07 AM
Bob Stoeckle
Founder of Trees Around the World
Enchanted Garden Member..
a project that has been on the back burning
for a number of years to Reforest the world...
Bob is tell me about a new product
that can help the Chinese and Japanese
stop using up their forests
for chopsticks!!!
Read about the problem here:
http://www.newint.org/issue311/update.htm
China's landfills have so many chopsticks
made from cut down trees that they are exporting
their waste.
_____
Dreams this morning:
Felt like I was in the scene in
the movie "superman"
when he becomes aware of the his history
and hidden strength
Comes to mind:
Essene School of Thought audio cassette:
"Latent Powers within us"
Got to go...
more later
10:35 AM
your eg
April 3, 2006
9:46 AM
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