Friday 18/2/2005

haven't written it yet

Date:   2/18/2005 7:39:33 AM   ( 19 y ) ... viewed 2011 times

So far a pretty good day. I have to go back to my parents' house latter though. At least they won't be there. I don't know why they feel they can order me to go there. I don't know why I obey. It's not like I ask them for anything. I pay my own rent and thankfully I'm exempt from college fees. (Note for people not from Ireland: college and university are basically the same thing here.)
Things don't ever seem to work out. It makes me want to scream (but I can't) and cut. I know I shouldn't cause it upsets the people who care about me but I need it to release the tension. I tried to kill myself many times between the ages of 13 and 15. Then I started hurting myself and stopped trying to die.

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