day 16 water fast
water fast day 16
Date: 3/5/2016 12:44:48 PM ( 6 y ) ... viewed 1063 times
My doggy has been a bit sick so I have been preoccupied with her, and watching 2 other dogs, plus class yesterday.
I want to go another 10 - 11 days till day 27, but I am taking it day by day. I have been in the fast for so long now, I know the healing only gets deeper.
This time I gained weight because I thought I would beat my 36 day fast and do a 40 day one, but honestly I don't think I need that long of a fast, or could do that long of a fast unless I had no school or work or priorities.
Some days are calm and easy, like yesterday, others I am releasing emotions, like today. Mainly my dog etc, I hate it when she gets sick.
Cant deal with it mentally to well, and while fasting the emotions are raw. (honestly even while not fasting they are raw when it comes to my dog)
My dog has always been one to be 'sick' on and off, its like having a child that lives in that bubble. She was never bad until a few years back, and I wouldn't call her bad now. I just hate it that she can't speak and I can't do anything to help her when she needs me most. The best thing I can do is give her a dose of a steroid for a day or two and pray that works like it usually does (back problems).. I cook her organic potatoes and carrots , organic veggies, with some turkey meat or whatever I have on hand thats healthy. She has her good days and bad days like anyone with illness.
I sometimes wonder if 'fasting' her would be a good decision... But I would never want to deprive her of food, which she's obsessed with.
Sorry this post is not about fasting much, I just had to vent somewhere and had other things on my mind.
My dog = my life... she's only 8, I need her to stick around another 8-10 years !
Please pray for her if you pray
I have decided for the remainder I will step on the scale only at the end (unless I feel like it before) because I don't want that to run my fast, or maybe step on once a week because weight loss is very slow at this point in the fast.
My skin is glowing, I see my old face again with out inflammation. I was getting use to my other chubbier face.
The rash on my tummy is still there but seems to be blending back in with my skin. Hopefully will be gone with in the next week if I pull this off.
There is no reason to quit other then I can't focus, and I have a test coming up, but that would be because of my dog as well.
Anywho, I hope my doggy gets better so so I can blog about fasting instead of her.
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