Santisima Muerte...When She Wants to be Midwife
10th of July... I LEVITATED and soul journeyed back to the beginning of my soul existence. HARSH and HARDCORE...not for everyone.
Date: 9/18/2014 9:59:21 PM ( 10 y ) ... viewed 1702 times So it was 10th of July when I sat down to a meditation ritual and I was on the waning end of my "getting to know you" phase with Santa Muerte to see if she was appropriate to work with. I've not had it in me to sit down and record my experience. I can only say there have been two times I have levitated. Not far. Not like Peter Pan...just maybe an inch or so.
This rebirthing literally felt as if I was being pulled through a vagina. I felt like a baby and I remember feeling skeleton fingers and thinking to myself this is Holy Death rebirthing me and it was NOT pretty. A psychic later told me that Santa Muerte is a VERY powerful energy to work with and I needed something with a softer touch. Hence, why I have stuck with trad Catholic saints...mostly.
I would not trade the experience for anything. I value this rebirthing MORE than my confirmation. HOWEVER, I have a long history of sexual abuse and mind f*** torture that having a rebirth from Santa Muerte is like using a machete to wretch out the diseased heart of me when the soft touch of Mary, Jesus or Great Earth Mother would have been less stressful.
More to come...
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