day 6
day 6
Date: 7/20/2013 10:14:20 AM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 8619 times 3 hours walk, exhausted
my mother called me. she wants me to stop. she is crying.
told her i am not gonna stop. women are such fakers.
my father is acting like a kid. he cannot tolerate my fasting. he wants me to be as miserable as him.
I am not gonna do 30 days.
My father may have a heart attack
I am just gonna do 14 days. a**ho**s.
Emotional eating.
Emotional craving
Emotional desires
Emotional drug taking
Emotional playing with yourself, spanking the monkey
Emotional drinking
These things are not gonna save you.
No salvation!
You are going to die.
The reason I am gonna stop them is because I have to work, and at work everybody is an a**ho**. So I have to be my best. And the things above drain my energy and time. I feel like I live in a world of a**ho**s.
I got to stop all of these.
I am allowed once a week to pig out if I desire. I am here on earth I am allowed to have some pleasure from time to time.
I dont want to drink anymore. Just a waste of time.
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