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16 Days on Narcotic Western Meds--Processing the feelings
16 Days on Narcotic Western Meds--Processing the feelings
Date: 7/13/2013 1:59:54 PM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 649 times
THIS IS FROM MY NATIONAL HEIRLOOM EXPO PREP JOURNAL
I am keeping this journal here.
http://plantyourdream.net/?p=16320
july 13,20139:01 am
powerful morning of insights and truth telling.
the opportunity is there to go and participate in the National Heirloom Expo 2013, but can i pay the price?
Pain has been the greatest of teachers for 20 days.
Pain has me looking at reasons why i am run my fear and stress.
i am grateful for all i have done in my life.
A master soul lives inside of me with wondrous gifts and abilities, and i am clearly not all of one piece.
i have reached the pinnacles of success in my life for i am in the presence of literal Sacred Seeds that will grow.
i have touched the lives of numbers of other Sacred Souls who have planted dreams and understand the laws of nature.
Paul Wallace is one of these souls.
Eileen, his wife, and Paul spoke yesterday.
They are planning with their staff the 3rd Annual National Heirloom Expo
in Santa Rosa, CA September 10-11-12, 2013
As it stands now i am committed to teach at the third national heirloom expo, but i cannot do this living Big Lies.
I have to tell the truth as i know it.
i have to look deadon at the causes of how i could create so much pain that i was on narcotics for 16 days to relieve that pain.
I started to feel the pain from Kidney Stones June 22, the day of the Super Full Moon.
i need to talk to mr friends at RLP about the Kamut that is growing.
That is a holy act...that KAMUT® Khorasan ancient wheat was planted
in two places in Tecate. There is deep meaning for me in the act of the
harvest. I better be in touch. I am out of communication about the future of this wheat. I saw both stands in may.
Communicate now about the wheat.
i need to go beyond the places in my life where i am stuck and making stones.
There are many times in my life that the highest creativity has prevailed.
it would-be wonderful for that creativity to prevail now.
It would be wonderful to go beyond the places where stress are causes
a loss of inspiration.
It would be a feat of accomplishment to see and walk and be apart of this years National Heirloom Expo.
I am just recovering from the experience with the Kidney Stones.
I am looking around a many causes including the stress at home.
9:23 am
Saturday july 13,2013
important material for Grow a healthier pizza
what happens now is important.
the decision are important and the communications,
Who will help me get to the the National Heirloom Expo?
Is the wheat secure at RLP?
find out
Clean my desk
9:25 pm
Saturday
on my iPhone"
Perseverating. I do not feel i have what it takes to meet the challenges or opportunities of my life now.
The jaw pain i was having a few months ago feels like it is coming back.
The list of incompletes is immense, accumulated over a number of years.
The year has been an uphill climb. i have nothing more to give now.
I win through challenging myself. I feel i have norhing to back up what i want to do.
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