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Two Days to See Doctor--Stent Out July 10, 2013
Two Days to See Doctor--Stent Out July 10, 2013
Date: 7/8/2013 12:19:22 PM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 990 times LAST VICODIN REPORT
Up Until, Sunday July 7, 2013
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Vicodin. About 2 pm Monday before Pcom.
Monday July 8, 2013:
Two Days To See Doctor--Stent Out July 10, 2013
9:30 Am
I woke up early Monday morning with a range of disturbing thoughts. I stayed in bed and did not want to get out of bed. I went to the bathroom a number of numbers. The Vicodin does not seem to be interfering with my bowel movement. It does not seem to be constipating.
There is some sensitivity in my penis and I have concern that there could be irritation inside. I do not want this to happen.
My life is on hold. I see seconds ticking off. It is now 10 am.
I found the energy to get out of bed a couple of times this morning, to go to the bathroom. At one point, I brought my Sacred Kamut® Khorasan ancient wheat basket to bed with me and was holding on to the side, with my eyes clothes. i imagined on was on a bus ride and wanting to hold on to something to give me safety.
Cleared and Ordered my Basket
I cleared and ordered my basket. There are numbers of seed packets that are made. It was nice to see the First Place Ribbon from the San Diego Country Fair in that basket.
I put all the plastic baskets together. I put them in the stationary antique on in the dinner room, except for one.
I took out the Eden Dried Fruits and Seeds and put them in the Dining Room Display with a sign "Do Not Touch!"
Deeply Reviewing My Life and How I Got to this Place
I am deeply reviewing my life and how I got to this place. There are shifts that need to be made at the house that will not be easy. I feel these were responsible in part from my making of the Kidney Stones.
I am not sure that the house will continue to stand as it is, and this scares me. I have many things that scare me.
What to eat?
What to eat? Is it still O.K. to eat the watermelon mainly? Should I keep encouraging the urine? Yes. It the Watermelon too sweet? I do not know. What would Karen the nurse say?
I am starting to get hungry.
Ken is in the garden watering.
Do I dare talk to Ken?
All my plans are on hold
All my plans are on hold. This is scary. i live off having dreams and making plans. Not having dreams and plans is contrary to my core reality.
10:19 am
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