Day three
The greater good
Date: 7/25/2012 6:40:54 PM ( 12 y ) ... viewed 19850 times It was only 4hrs ago that I was feeling quite nice. But now things aren't so great. I can't remember how long its been since I felt this hungry. My emotions are empty. Along with feeling agitated. When I swallow it is very noticeable as I can hear and feel the saliva pressing down my throat. Movements of my muscle bring upon aches. Time has slowed down like a turtle. This isn't fun at all.
What keeps me going is knowledge. Knowing that this is for my better good. That I will be cleansed in 27 days. Wanting to be that clean man. And to show my self that I am a man of discipline. Determined And strong minded. This will prepare me for my future.
My head feels clouded now. Its so easy to just close my eyes and clench my teeth. Waiting for another long second.
I have 4 and a half hours to go and it will be 24hrs without food or water. One step at a time.
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