try again, lunch
hello afternoon
Date: 5/26/2010 11:56:29 AM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 2837 times Oh man. I made it through the morning. Went out on lunch to the hardware store and thought "a creemee cone would hit the spot" then I remembered that I just don't act that way today. Tomorrow is not even a consideration - so I won't waste my brain power on it. I need all the cells I have firing right here, right now.
So, back at my desk. I am restless and wishing for some kind of a chemical change in my body all morning. So, I'll eat my salad and crunch some sunflower seeds. I forgot that I brought Miso for soup between meals. I had some this morning and it hit the spot.
It's in the low 90s here and that is VERY warm for our mountain top community in June. Last year in Vegas - it was status quo but there was also a/c. We just don't do central heat or a/c here. We do cords of wood for the stove and open a window in the summer. The breeze is always blowing so I focus on the coolness there rather than what my body perceives as mugginess. What a joke. I forget though, I haven't felt true humidity in almost two years.
So, salad, seeds, miso, Lord's Prayer for calm and peace and the next task at my desk.
It's a great day to be alive.
My food today feels like maybe only 2 or 3 steps from G*d. Today I choose G*d.
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Hey! I made a heart on the first shot and never did it before! (It's the small things, really. It shows I've grown over the 4+ years since my son died. I've tried so many times and could'nt fathom where to begin.)
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