Food makes me feel good

Stuffing pain and misery but then having regrets.

Date:   2/16/2009 12:50:43 AM   ( 15 y ) ... viewed 1527 times

When I have had a bad day and everyone is beating up on me, I want food. Why does eating something bad make us feel good. Are we stuffing our pain or are we just wanting to keep our minds busy so we don't have to think about how cruel people are. Do you every just want to go into your closet and shut the door. I do.

When I was small and being abused repeatedly I use to go to my closet and shut the door. My closet was big with white doors and it had slants on the door so I could see small glimmers of lights when someone opened my door. I would sit there forever in fear of the bad man coming to hurt me.

I am reminded of those days today as the world is a very cruel place to be. I am sad.

SARA

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