day 1 hell
i need help
Date: 12/6/2008 8:58:43 PM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 1577 times
ok. It's been 7 hours since I posted my blog, and i'm ending day 1 and I report the following:
IM IN HELL. I dont know why or what evil force is trying to sabotage this for me but all I can think about is FOOD. I have the worse craving in the world for a burger king whopper with cheese, hold the onions...and not one, but TWO. I swear if I went there right now they would be cleaned OUT.
Not just burger king, I wanna make a raid to every fast food restaurant, chinese restaurant and sushi bar in this city. Right now as I write this i'm craving pasta...with meat and tomatoe sauce. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i'm SOOOOOOOO hungry, i dont know how i'm gonna make it through this. I even said something to my husband about starting again on monday...but then on monday of course i would have another craving...and another..and i would eventually never end up starting this. Plus i'd feel pretty pathetic and hate myself.
SOOOOOOOOOOO, i'm writing this in an attempt to let you guys know that i need words of encouragement. I dont plan to eat anything. My husband is watching me. He's actually going on a semi-diet with me, the dear!!! Please if there is anyone out there who know what im feeling, how do i get through it? HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP!!!
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