Breaking free from chains of my past
by gotcha862003
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What say you?   15 y  
To the complacent and ignorant
In the future, perhaps hospitals can be less crowded if doctors asked you, ”What would you like to DIE from? We will help you get there. God bless.” I am worried sick about so many and sick of being worried about all these people.   visit the page

How do I envision my life after the chains?   15 y  
11. The goal at the end of the day is to imbue myself with positive energy, where the togetherness with God in this elevated peace allows me to connect with him as one. This way his teachings will be more coherent and his voice clearer above all the noise in my brain.
“Autumn is a second spring where every leaf is a flower” Albert Camus quotes (French Novelist, Essayist and Playwright, 1957 Nobel Prize for Literature, 1913-1960) Although I may be still a baby at truly figuring what will work and what will not, it is time to pen several hopes for the future. Currently, only one word prints on mind--emancipation. But what is my brand of emancipation? I am an autumn lover; colourful foliage and romantic atmosphere, I love them all. I will use my concept of seasons to outline basic concepts of what I know for sure and how these for-sures can weave a ...   read more

Un-common sense--fun tests--let's see how I score (all MCQ)   15 y  
let's see how I score (all MCQ)
1. Assessment of How You view your body? Most likely to have voluntarily stepped outside the norm, rahter than being a misfit through fate. Physical attractieness: Very attractive, often the subject of attention Self acceptance and self worth: Not-accepting, useless, hopeless Happiness and delight: Average--happy days, unhappy others 2.Assessment of which brain Hemisphere you live in? Left. lol my bf is pseudo-right. Left traits:itive Prefer logical reasoning to emotional or intuitive feeling like to have my facts straight before making a decision prefer math and science to ...   read more

Why have I lost the sense of calm? Only storms dwell in my soul   15 y  
Matthew 6:26-30 Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they? 27 And which of you by being anxious can add a single cubit to his life’s span? 28 And why are you anxious about clothing? Observe how the lilies of the field grow; they do not toil nor do they spin, 29 yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory did not clothe himself like one of these. 30 But if God so arrays the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, will He not much more do so for you, O men of little faith? Home NET Bible Theology Spiritual Formation Women’s Ministry Store Display Bible Chapter Search The Bible Search Site Navigation Home Site map About Us / Help NET Bible Home Finding God Study Tools and Q&A The Theology Program Pastoral Helps Sermon Illustrations Women’s Ministry Discussion Forums Online Store Donate to LOGIN / LOGOUT List Articles Date (What’s New) Language This is page 8 of 17 in the series: Previous Page Studies in the Life of Elisha Next Page God’s Sup ...   read more

Weary--God I pray for strength, my heart heavy, my will faltering, my stress constant.   15 y  
And because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, for this reason, to keep me from exalting myself, there was given me a thorn in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to buffet me-- to keep me from exalting myself! 8 Concerning this I entreated the Lord three times that it might depart from me. 9 And He has said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness.” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may dwell in me. 10 Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ's sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong (2 Corinthians 12:7-10).
One Step Forward and Two Backward (1 Samuel 27:1--28:2) By: Bob Deffinbaugh , Th.M. or “What’s a Man Like You Doing in a Place Like This?” Introduction This past year, I found myself doing things I never dreamed I would be doing. The health of our neighbor of many years was rapidly declining. We would look out the window one moment and see her sitting in her chair at the kitchen table. The next moment, the chair was empty. We knew she was on the floor and that I would need to go next door to help. As time went on, our neighbor’s “home base” became a recliner, and then a hospita ...   read more

Day 6, stage to transform my life--the miracle I await   15 y  
“Our fatigue is often caused not by work, but by worry, frustration and resentment” Dale Carnegie quotes (American lecturer, author, 1888-1955)
“Our fatigue is often caused not by work, but by worry, frustration and resentment” Dale Carnegie quotes (American lecturer, author, 1888-1955) Sleep: 3 hrs(troubled hence could not sleep) BM: yes, needed laxative urine:normal breathing: blocked one side, pass out mucus intermittently throughout the day, poor olfactory ability as if sensory nerve severed tongue:coated, but result not accurate due to premature stopping and restarting of detox skin: interim between old and new skin, bruises most healed, some wounds at joints are prone to re-opening due to itch at this area, puffines ...   read more

A mini-celebration to the 1/4 mark of my water fast--To transform my life/clear disease   15 y  
break a leg. you did that. you can do this
Never thought I’d make it to this stage, but it is a proud moment to look back and gasp ”No way, I did that???” Well, 1/4 fast down. 3/4 more to go. Break a leg, gal.   visit the page

book banquet 2006   15 y  
Posed to all my readers, i'd like you to share your latest reads and finds and share it in my "bank banquet 2006". Bookworms or not, enjoy.
October 2006 Non-fiction--spiritual--self-growth Title: Romancing the ordinary, A year of simple splendour Author:Sarah Ban Breathnach Other books by the same author: Simple abundance, Something more Synopsis:Organized as a saunter through the years, Romancing the Ordinary celebrates the spirituality of the senses, seasonly and monthly. Ban Breathnach believes were endowed with not 5 senses but 7. In addition to rediscovering sight, sound, scent, taste and touch, readers will come to cherish their sense of ”knowing”--a women’s intuitive sense-- and ”wonder”, her sense of rapture a ...   read more

Who am I?   15 y  
Pablo Picasso: All children are artists. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up. Will post once it is finished
“Not to be cheered by praise, not to be grieved by blame, but to know thoroughly one’s own virtues or powers are the characteristics of an excellent man.” Satchel Paige quotes ”Who am I?” was a question I posed myself at the start of this prolong water fast. Today, I had an illuminating moment while watching Oprah’s ”The Womb Wound”, which gave me a preliminary insight into who I really am. I will start out by attempting to map out my 20 years followed by a letter to my younger self. 1. 0-5 yrs--Phase of carefree-ness 2.6-10 YRS--Phase of fear and low self-esteem 3. 11-15 yrs ...   read more

Thank you ausjulie   15 y  
How nice it is to be given advice to expedite my recovery
Hi ausjulie, Thank you for the tip. You have been the first yet to give a little advice on improving my fasting. I do understand the concept of skin brushing, but I have a big worry that the bristles may injure the skin more than gentle exfoliation. What do you think?   visit the page

Day 5a   15 y  
I slip too, I err, I am human, but it is a lousy folly, that I am glad of being reminded once in a while by God--like now. I love all, from the heavens to the earth, from my mum who tries her best to the stranger who helps me, because all things on earth are perishable; they are love-worthy.
It is not the critic who counts, not the man who points out how the strong man stumbled, or where the doer of deeds could have done better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives valiantly, who errs and comes short again and again, who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions, and spends himself in a worthy cause, who at best knows achievement and who at the worst if he fails at least fails while daring greatly so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory ...   read more

Day 4--"Schumann Day", "Cardiovascular Physiology Day part I"   15 y  
i'm taking it one day at a time, with a growing confidence that I may just be able to make it to the finish line successfully for the first time.
“The most successful men in the end are those whose success is the result of steady accretion. It is the man who carefully advances step by step, with his mind becoming wider and wider - and progressively better able to grasp any theme or situation -” Alexander Graham Bell quotes (Scottish born American Inventor and Educator, best known for the invention of the telephone in 1876. 1847-1922) Sleep: 5 hrs BM:none, but colon may contain detox waste urine: sweet, ketolysis occurring (postivie indication of fuel shift) breathing: unblocked,pass out some mucus, poor olfactory ability t ...   read more

Paul and perfectionism   15 y  
Sometimes, I still allow, against my better judgement, the engulfment of feebleness because I cannot squeeze all that I want to learn in a day. God already gave me ample time to finish all that I am meant to finish, according to his plan.
The Nature of Paul’s Pursuit of Christ: Living in the “Now/Not Yet” (Philippians 3:12-16) By: Greg Herrick Th.M., Ph.D. I. Translation as It Appears in the NET Bible 3:12 Not that I have already attained this—that is, I have not already been perfected—but I strive to lay hold of that for which I also was laid hold of by Christ Jesus. 3:13 Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself to have attained this. Instead I am single-minded: forgetting the things behind and reaching out for the things ahead. 3:14 With this goal in mind I strive toward the prize of the upward call of God ...   read more

Thank you tambee   15 y  
It is a pleasure to know my entries are reader-worthy.
Many of life’s failures are men who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up(Thomas Edison) Hi tambee, What a sweet message. To be frank, I never thought I could be so candid to all those who have written in. It started out with the mere desire to heal my chronic illness. Nevertheless, thank you for the comment. Since a kid, I have tried to describe the things I wanted out of life. Now, at my 20th year, I want nothing else but to figure out who I want to be, because I am not defined by stuff, but character. I want to live my life on meaning. While only 3 da ...   read more

Thank you Kermit   15 y  
A truly wonderful encounter with you.
“The belief that there is only one truth, and that oneself is in possession of it, is the root of all evil in the world” A quote by Max Born (German Physicist. Nobel Prize for Physics in 1954. 1882-1970) Hi Kermit, As the french would say, enchante! Thanks for the encouragement, esp a young girl who is prying open many doors of life. I am quite amazed at your all-encompassing curiosity and collection of random thoughts. Quite different from my approach to life but be messy, at least you know you are living. I was struck by the nature of your thoughts about life and responses you r ...   read more

Day3   15 y  
This is unbelieveable. Is it really Day3?
The best thing we can experience in life is the mysterious. It is the true source of all arts and science. He to whom this emotions is a stranger, who can no longer pause to wonder and stand in awe, is as good as dead: his eyes are closed.(albert einstein, 1879-1955) Day 3 Sleep:6 hr BM: none, but think colon may contain some stuff from natural elimination urine: normal temperature, concentrated ammonia odour nose: still blocked, pass out some mucus, poor olfatory ability (the air is very bad here now, with a thick haze blown over from forest fires in neighbouring countries. unlik ...   read more

Herring's Law   15 y  
3 important laws in natural healing
Constantine Hering, M.D. (1800-1880) observed that healing occurs in a consistent pattern. He described this pattern in the form of three basic laws which homeopaths can use to recognize that healing is occurring. This pattern has been recognized by acupuncturists for hundreds of years and is also used by practitioners of herbalism and other healing disciplines. First of Hering’s laws Healing progresses from the deepest part of the organism - the mental and emotional levels and the vital organs - to the external parts, such as skin and extremities. Second of Hering’s laws As ...   read more

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20 year old, female, medical student Medical condition:heart murmur (benign), asthma 2-3yrs old, chronic atopic dermatitis(eczema) since 8 yrs old Lifestyle: Anorexic, Binge on junk food frequently, Moderate exercise, Tremendous stress from work and especially family, Hardly sleep, easily depressed, worsening concentration span, irritable etc What I am intending to achieve: to transform my toxic life into one that I meant to lead, happy, calm and confident Steps: 1. 3 week fast, 5 days break fast, continue with medical studies(compulsory)--physical healing 2. read books of wisdom and sel… more...

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