This is my journal, attempts to heal my very strange disease with  urine therapy... the cheap one, nothing else

Here is my story, sad enough to read. So miserable, unimagined....

It's very strange, I don't know what happened to me. It started many years ago when I was child, 9 year old, in 1988.

That time ***!!! So in my class I was being the last ten ranked students, with some red figures in my assessment books. Since I couldn't see the words written in the blackboard, I had to see my mate's notes. That made me depressed! 

One years with ***, strangeness came.....Gradually, I developed **. My heart always pounded quickly, yeah always every second, every day, every time.

And, the problems were being complicated. All ***! 

I loose my fat/lipid, muscles. I became thin man. My muscles were being weak, cramped easily. I was very weak...

In 1999 (I was 20 year old), I pushed my self to see a doctor, trying to know what happened to me. He just looked at my ** in his dark room, with 30 watt TL lamp hang shining bad. Yeah, with that light, ***. The doc only sent me for basic medical check ups: blood checks, urinalysis, basic blood chemistry annalysis.......All were normal!!!! I was so depressed. What could I do? The doc only gave me some drugs to consume, he did't have more time in looking in more details about my ***. I couldn't rely only to one doctor. I try another doctor and hd another med check too.....

The only way to check my disease in more accurate is going to Expensive Costed doc!!! I don't have much money for that. Then in 2005, I read a book about urine therapy (UT). I was so interested about the author that was h healed his heart failure with UT. I look for the other UT books: I found GK Thakkar's book, John Armstrong's, and Van der Coen's . I bought them all. I did UT for a month without result, even worse. I stopped UT.

In last 2008, I surf internet with my mobile phone, and found many articles about urine therapy with more astonishing way...