well, don't know that i have been much help.  the drugs you are on are quite a chemical soup.  i don't think it is possible to live a normal life on all those medications.  for pain, try 1000mg of B-5 like 4 times a day or so, whenever you need it.  it is safe in high doses (it works even better with phosphatidyl choline).  i take drugs, but i take only smart drugs.  other drugs are just too harmful on the body.  but, i know from being in pain for years due to mercury fillings, that you have to take something sometimes.  luckily i only have to take B-5 now. 

you might try:

http://www.drugtalk.com/xanax/index.htm or

http://www.aetv.com/intervention/participate/index.jsp

Torrie