Seeking Help

Hello,

My name is Matt I am a 27 year old male child sexual abuse survivor. As I am sure you are all aware of the highs and lows that come with living with one's past. I am at an all time low. It is hard always around family and friends and always feeling alone. I can't sleep and I can never concentrate. I am always having a panic attack and just can't be happy. I have a wonderful wife and I just find myself always want to be alone. I don't think I want this to destroy my marriage but it is killing me from the inside out.

I have tried therapy and it helps but then I start stressing about the cost and it always outweighs my desire for help. If someone wants to talk or share with me please email me.
MattHodges21@hotmail.com

thank you friends.

Matt