Re: What supplements to fight off acute hepatitis like liver infection?

thanks for your reply.

yeah, my sleep scheduel is really wonky. i think it relates to parasites and sometimes taking l-ornithine and melatonin and anti-insomnia organic teas help... sometimes not. usually eating food allows me to escape, but i only get a small 15-30 minute window. yeah, everyone says eating before sleeping is bad, but surely its better than not sleeping at all?

also...honestly the ONLY thing ive found to keep my health in line so i am not suffering intolerably has been to come back to drinking alcohol. yes its contradicting but wow it works. of course, its a band-aid solution and also killing me faster... but i would rather die fast like this and enjoy the ride instead of facing 48 hour to 1 week long insomnia, which has happened several times. eff that. that will lead me to insanity and suicide before my decaying health claims me.

yeah, i remember reeading about the details of the full Liver Flush and on apple cider vinegar as a first step. maybe ill give that a try, it seems like it could be gallstones. i hope its something fixable. maybe its endless amounts of parasites. i do feel like the alcohol keeps them in check and without it i get so much worse. i dont even drink alot. like 1-3 drinks a day, skipping some days and then i drink ALOT maybe once a week with friends. i suffer from this indulgence yes but its working so much better for me than trying to live healthy and do everything right.

see, part of the reason i dont want to even try with the medical system anymore and a diagnosis is i have way too many problems. they also wont even believe in certain possibilities i probably have like cmv, parasites, or even perhaps morgellons/lymes. they dont accept nor treat this stuff. and if the find ANYTHING, they will end up trying to 'treat' that as the only problem and they will dismiss the underlying systemic possibilities. i hate it, and after trying for almost a decade, i dont even want to know what they will find anymore. i would rather live and die on my own, treating myself to the best of my ability. i really kinda think that even if people have fast growing cancers they will most likely live much longer just dealing with them on their own and living their lives instead of seeking medical help which will make them die really quickly and in terror with chemo/radiation/etc. and yes i have learned tons about eating correctly and juice diets and all of the effective alternative cancer treatments (and the dirt cheap protocols) but i can never fully employ them without a diagnosis. however, with a diagnosis i will just die in terror and hate being alive that much more. catch 22.

i just try to do what i can. im too young with no financial or family support to be able to fully change. so i die as slow as i can, and enjoy the time i have as much as possible. i would much rather die not knowing, until the pain becomes completely unbearable or i end up passed out and they force me to know. (which is kind of like this liver/cramping. heh) the problem is, i know its already far too late to *fix* anything so why would i want to know at this point? the era i fought for a diagnosis and was defeated by this corrupt sh!t system has long passed. (and now i am far too educated about the fact their treatments are terrible to even want their help) heh. Tweet