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To Fast, or not to fast, Pt. 2
A slave's results with fasting...
Date: 10/24/2006 3:52:55 PM ( 18 y ) ... viewed 2035 times Roughly 32 hours after a 30 hour fast...
I've underestimated the physical challenges. I can usually deal with headaches, but it seems when I manage to fall asleep with one...my body will retaliate. I woke up after at least 24 hours of not eating or drinking anything and vomited...there obviously wasn't much substance to what came out. I can only remember its intensely acidic nature...the acid tasting almost like orange juice, only much much stronger. At least I never succombed to poisoning myself with advil or other worthless "treatments" because of the headache, I simply vomited. I had almost no thirst, and very little hunger during the whole day that I fasted. It was more of a mind trick, to avoid "rewarding" myself with toxic food. There was a few times in the day that I washed my mouth out with salt water (using himilayan salt). I swallowed very little of this, it seemed the salt my body was craving absorbed in my mouth before I spit the salt water back out.
It seems the physical challenge came mainly after fasting. This morning (the day after I began eating again) I felt great gettin up out of bed, compared to normal anyway. Then comes the unexplained phenomenon...It feels like any time my body is getting better, I'm unable to do anything, as my muscles are crawling with this nagging pain. I can't even describe it...it feels like they are almost burning, like someone splattered acid onto the surface of every muscle in my body. The one thing I can think of...since I feel good besides this nagging demobilizing pain, is that what is happening is the dumping of metabolic wastes. Waste from intercellular space is dumped into my bloodstream, to be taken up by my lyphatic system and ideally removed. Enzymes within my body become available due to this lack of lifeless food intake, enzymes that are normally aiding the digestion of such lifeless food. This allows the detoxification of my body's inner environment to take place, autolysis.
Since getting better is such a sporadic event, I'm constantly in and out of these stages of pain...constantly removing metabolic wastes suddenly and without warning, such as what happened to me this morning. I can deal with the stress of day to day life usually, but not without what seems to be a lot of "help?" from caffeine and toxic nonfood. This continued toxic input allows me to stay mobile with the injuries that I possess, because the dumping of this toxic wasteland (me and my tissues) into my blood stream to be taken back up by nature...is quite close to hell on Earth. I continue to take in toxic components, because they are everywhere and they are unavoidable...they are readily available. As with non toxic input, the supply seems to have dwindled severely...and it is winter here where I live. Working 40 hours a week guarantees that I will not be able to detox (sit around in agonizing demobilizing pain) because of the amount of time needed to properly detox.
Perhaps, this periodic fasting is all I am capable of at this time...and so timing this extremely difficult task to work with my scheduled slavery agenda is going to be my next challenge.
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