Well, it's good to know someone is following. What is it that you agree with? You're looking for a place to start...did something happen all of a sudden? Do you honestly feel I'd provide you with answers...are you usually able find out what you need to know by asking people? I've had very little luck with that, maybe it's the age difference. Ironicly, I have the same problem as you do in finding a place to start...as in where to start in explaining a mountain of information that's available online. You have utilized your own abilities to stay alive until this point...how do you feel you have been able to do that? What sort of things do you eat, what do you think has made you this toxic...toxins are everwhere. Do you doubt healing or don't you? Start there.

Have you read up on the things I'm talking about...the fact that medicine is fundamentally flawed from the beginning...that environmental toxins and problems with diet play a large role in disease...that stressing a human being in this way creates energy defficiency. I'm a little confused....what do you agree with? See, where you start has somewhat to do with where you leave off...Based on the fact that you agree with me, here is one of my statements and what it could possibly mean to you...

"Doctors will reccomend medication, period...they don't have the ability to recommend natural cures, nor are they educated to utilize nature in this way."

First, are you taking medications? What is the diagnosis and how long have you had the condition? How often do you eat, what do you typically eat, have you always eaten this way? Do you have a supportive environment...can you get around aright? I'm only 25 and have trouble already. The right practitioner may be difficult to find in my honest opinion especially since it is a random thing that you have little control over. I haven't had a lot of experience looking for the right person to see...as my conditions began advancing so quickly that I had little time to do anything except treat myself. For me, that meant taking myself off of liver toxic medications that are useless and that make drug companies billions. Anyone charging you a pretty penny for care, whether it is through providing mishandled care (useless medications) or not...is on the same paper chasing American dream that the majority believe blindly in. It is hard to trust anyone, especially enough to pay them. Do you understand how medications simply create other problems in the body and never address the cause? I may be able to point you to some links that will explain things in more detail.