I very much appreciate your support and encouragement (your time). Everything is out of context to me, I'm sort of in between somewhere on everything. I'd say that I actually fall for the perfect plan story everyday, old habit I guess. The reason why everything is out of context to me is because I'm constantly surrounded by people who watch the news and buy it, as in buy into anything that comes up. For one to learn anything, they must believe nothing. The news is so far out of context that I've made it a habit to watch from time to time, just as a comic relief. A soldier dies...how does this affect me, at all? A death toll is reported everytime it happens. This tells me that people are not learning, and they are believing everything they are told. How many serving from your state have died since 9/11/01...well, compare that to the number of people who know that there's nothing left of a country to fight for(what's really happening). I feel it's a bad sign that people who believe until their death that they are fighting for freedom, have already surrendered everything. Americans leaving their country to kill foreigners only to be killed themselves, if anything...this is good news to me.

At this point, I know that I have so much to do that I'll never be able to...so it's hard to believe that I have more reading to do. Perhaps I should look over your blogs, more perspective can't hurt me...especially if it's on bettering myself. In the context of my life, this is something that is impossible and unneccessary to me...maybe that's the conclusion I will draw when I drop by. I'm not saying that I don't have anything to learn, but so many others have so much to learn...I'm a waste of my own time. Thanks again for the comment.