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Doing great!
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Date: 12/18/2010 12:53:52 AM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 15656 times Doing great! Day . . . uh. . . 9!!! Wheatgrass juice, cider, vegan food. Just finished off the vegetable stew I made last week. This week I am going to have at least my main meal and snack raw. Need to get cleaner. Don't feel the engine burning fuel. Also, need to get off the floor scrubbing and out into the great outdoors for a little commune with G*d as I understand Him and to encourage my body's metabolism to flow with gusto.
Still can't believe I have a job that I can truly rely on to meet my needs. I've been in self-imposed poverty for so long it is hard to believe I am breaking the thought patterns that were so warm and familiar that landed me here.
Sister in Vegas calls with updates on the many new and interesting ways our mother is abrasive in character. I cringe because I am as close to indentical as one can get to her. Choices? Yes, I have choices. I make them. AA. Vegan diet. Exercise. Continuing Adult Education. I just don't make them all at the very moment that would be or would've been to my greatest advantage. But thankfully, I am making them.
I am grateful that she was kind enough to give me life. Thank you.
Too tired to go on right now. 147am. Yikes. I have lost my mind.
Lights out.
*hugs*
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