- Did I have a nervous breakdown? R by #46819
19 y
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- Simplify your life by #16613
19 y
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It just sounds like you need a vacation. I would also change jobs. Simplify your life, and do all the things that make you happy- all the things that you could not do, because you were preoccupied following the paths that society put before you.
As for your family, you don’t have to talk to them every time you see them. I go to my mothers house and simply work in her garden. We go out to dinner an a movie some times, or we just sit in the living room while the news is on.
It sounds like you may be depressed too. For this, I would get some sea salt, juice vegetables for a while, and I would also exercise 4 times a week. You need to run for 20 minutes at least 3 times a week to reduce depression. Studies prove that vigorous exercise throughout the week can reduce depression better than conventional antidepressants. Stay away from the conventional antidepressants/ pills; they damage the body and magnify the depression.
Also, try our detox protocols
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- Re: Simplify your life by cstuser2001
19 y
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| Thanks for your comments- but as I was saying, this was something that happened years ago and I was just always curious if that was a nervous breakdown, but a depression was probably more like it, thanks again.
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- acceptance by just_peachy
19 y
1,469
I recognize the me in you.
I have been there, where you are. The place of reckoning. The place of ...
nothing,
everything,
nowhere,
endlessness,
nothingness.
Nervous breakdown? Yes, maybe - according to what "THEY" say. But really,
No,
more consciousness shift,
rude awakening,
change of perspective.
The beginnings of acceptance.
The beginnings of understanding.
It is ...
painful
awkward
deeply personal
what it is.
This, too, shall pass.
They made their choice, as we made ours. Do not tear yourself up over it. They will come again, under another guise.
All is just as it is supposed to be. As hard as that may be.
What was, was.
What is, is.
What will be is yet to be written.
There is a depth and beauty to your words that speak eloquently of the depth and beauty of you.
Thank you for sharing, for being you, for being.
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- Re: acceptance by cstuser2001
19 y
1,328
| Thanks for your comments, this was just a part of my life that I always wondered about. But it is true- it was just a reckoning, a change of concience, a re-adjustment, a realization, perhaps a depression.
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- ~a moment of clarity... by drofinnah
19 y
1,186
a moment of sanity... an awakening... when we suddenly realize that everything we valued in life has little or no value at all... it's just material stuff... and we see for the first time how wrong our life has been... that is one of the most brutal things about having soundness of mind... suddenly we can see the insanity so clearly... and sometimes this can be a very lonely situation to have to endure... with no one turn to... for no one seems to understand...
i think what you are experiencing is a spiritual awakening... the real "YOU"... your Soul/Spirit is finally taking charge... most of us are "ego" driven... just as you described your previous life... the "ego" sees all the material things in life very important and as top priority... whereas the soul sees life from a more realistic perspective... for the truth of the matter is that the "ego"(the person we thought we were) does not exist... it exists only in our own head...
it might take some time... some deep soul searching for you to fully understand... but the "ego" is merely a character we play... there is the character that we think we are... and then we have the character that we protray to world... and all the while we are simply playing a role... the "ego" and everything about the "ego" is a lie... and is driven by "fear"...
i think the "ego" has a lot to do with the mind trying to save us... to protect us from ever being hurt again... and the mind is quite unique in it's ability to protect itself... even to the point of amnesia... or denial... but the bottom line is this... and it is important that you understand... "YOU"... are not your "mind"... the mind is merely a tool to be used... yet most of us are indeed ruled by our minds... we are often dominated and controlled... and sometimes paralyzed by the thoughts that seem to constantly plague us... but since you are "aware" now... you should try to think of yourself as being two individual entities... one being the real "YOU/SPIRIT" and the other being false "you/ego"... so practice being "aware/awake/alert"... and be very observant of your thoughts... do not act or react to them... simply let them come and go as they please... and try always to be detached from them... and in time you will know precisely which is "ego" and which is "Spirit"... and you will also know that "guilt... shame... remorse... regret... grief... depression... anxiety... worry... resentment... anger... frustration... and any other negative emotions that i failed to mention are simpy tools of the "ego"... so as you can see...
who you thought you were you aint...
for truly... you really are a saint...
it has to do with who... is in control...
that determines the soundness of your Soul...
so stay awake... and watch the show...
watch the workings of your own "ego"...
the self that pretended to be your friend...
is out to get you in the end...
start with forgiveness and letting go...
learning to love yourself as you should...
the past is the past and cannot be changed...
and we know... that you would... if you could...
forgive your ignorance... it doesn't exist...
and it really doesn't get any better than this...
if you wish to taste freedom you must learn to let go...
and be freed from the bondage... of that crazy 'ego'...
hope some of this made sense to you...
lol...
;-)
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- My dear GOD has forgiven you!! by kerminator
19 y
1,232
Please take time to settle your mind... Your spirit is troubled, as you wrote the Devil has continued to place this disgrace in your life... But you are stronger that the Devil, with the help of GOD you will overcome this...
You must pray and seek the help of The Almighty GOD, to let this thing pass from you... I will pray for you also... There is a very important scripture that we all should remember.... "And this too shall come to pass..." NO matter what it is or was, GOD has forgiven you (us)... Accept this and set your life in order...
There is nothing you (we) can do to separate you (us) from the will of GOD... NO matter what you think you have done, it is forgiven by our loving GOD... It is settled forever, my dear, so please accept this gift of GOD... Forgiveness once and for all... We have all sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD... Everyone of us...
This is known as the GRACE of GOD....
If there is anything we can do please ask...
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- Re: My dear GOD has forgiven you!! by cstuser2001
19 y
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| Thank you for your prayers - I am only remenicing (sp?) in alot of these blog entries: telling a story, and my feelings at the time. I know some of the material is difficult to hear but it may be helpful to someone and for me also.
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- Enlightening and Meaty in Presence~thanks for the share by 9thbody
19 y
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