Please take time to settle your mind... Your spirit is troubled, as you wrote the Devil has continued to place this disgrace in your life... But you are stronger that the Devil, with the help of GOD you will overcome this...
You must pray and seek the help of The Almighty GOD, to let this thing pass from you... I will pray for you also... There is a very important scripture that we all should remember.... "And this too shall come to pass..." NO matter what it is or was, GOD has forgiven you (us)... Accept this and set your life in order...
There is nothing you (we) can do to separate you (us) from the will of GOD... NO matter what you think you have done, it is forgiven by our loving GOD... It is settled forever, my dear, so please accept this gift of GOD... Forgiveness once and for all... We have all sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD... Everyone of us...
This is known as the GRACE of GOD....
If there is anything we can do please ask...