Date:   8/17/2015 9:25:15 PM ( 9 y ago)
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URL:   https://www.curezone.org/forums/fm.asp?i=2271448

Hey Soulful,

Thank you for your kind, warm response! It's difficult for me to reconcile that I have two selves: the seeing self who is very aware of her abusiveness, and the feeling self who falls full victim to it.

I don't really know how I can leave. I can try asking my father if he can afford to help me with an apartment while I look for programs and seek a job. I will do this because you have convinced me to try again.

About the coffee enemas. Is just one a day excessive, then? I have an extremely toxic body. I expel parasites and Candida every time I do an enema. If I don't do it, I begin to experience symptoms that I know belong to both Candida and parasites: drunkenness, night sweats, wild dreams, grogginess, poor sleep, etc. They're dying in my body at an alarming rate, without the help of a single antifungal or antiparasitic.
All I know is that I decided one day to drink more water. I started feeling wonderful. And then I plummeted and went through a series of episodes where I felt sick, nauseous, not-hungry, tired, etc. Is it reasonable to expect this to be a healing crisis?

Thank you!
Dawn
 

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