little self pity!

If I was to hold my breath now, I wonder how long it would take for me to fall into nothingness??? or should I say superconciousness!!!

Let me ask the lady sitting at the table next to me! Even though she looks pretty clueless to me she might be a genius in the field of life and death, who knows! ...
Well she surely seems reluctant to give away such an information! I keep staring at her until she finally burps "10 minuts???" Thanks Madame, that's about the number I had in mind!
Once I read that the human mind is powerful enough to stop one's heartbeat at will! Then, where the hell is my will and why do I have to keep breathing?

For a few days now Ive been feeling so pathetic! Ive had lots of thoughts to share with you reader but the idea of getting out of bed, away from my comfort zone has been an alarming concept. Tweet