This has been the biggest problem for me, and the most painful. Before I got candida from the Antibiotic course, I was the most social person in the world. I was always talking to everyone, making connections with people, feeling connected to myself and my feelings, just a really happy, special person. Then, y'know... that all went away and it's been bad, but just like you, the bad days are not as bad as before and I'm feeling pretty good lately! The first time in 2 years!!!!! I think by 2008, I'll be completely cured. I'm glad I started this early (19 YO) before it got too bad.