I see that joyful shining baby in you...and that lifts my heart...
Calamity is right... I see it in my dreams...yet I still long for a peaceable end for earth.... without the pain of childbirth...but resisting the pain may lead to a stillborn baby...still...as much as I understand this...I don't want it to end for the children... While there is so much pain coming... a vast body of angels waits to receive the fallen... There is a lot of work in the mean time...there is no sting in death...we travel from life to life...only we cling to life in even the harshest pain... Those that live by the sword...hurt little ones who only want to play with their friends and kiss their mothers... but those patriotic champions of misery think God is on their side will find all of the energy they gave to generals and merchants will come to nothing... Now is the time to hug our children...play with our pets...enjoy a sunset... the cloud of darkness looms toward the gates but a child joyfully holding a ladybug in her hand ...who can not even see the darkening clouds....drawing near... she alone can stave off the coming storm with her delight... Delight is a visible maifestation of light.....that drives the darkness away...
but I have been trained to have critical thinking skills... but who can stop a cloud full of lightning and hail with critical thinking skills? More is needed than logic... In delight there is a peace... something that survives the storm.... Eat the onion and taste the apple... and the onion becomes the apple...