hard lump in breast more than likely cancer

small and hard! I've had it for months just finally admitting it.

I have a lot of small hard lumps. I'm sure it's cancer as I'm 26 and have had it 3 times in the past and have been getting hounded by the doctors about being "overdue" for my toxic radioactive Iodine scans. So going that route I'll die too.

I swear the more cleaning and health stuff I do the more BAD things happen to me! I'm full of stones, mercury, etc. I have no money to do anything or see an expert (if there WAS one around here!) and I just feel really screwed and don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost..all I know is I don't want to die but it seems it's coming regardless with every new "sign" and I'm already scared shitless of death.

My PH isn't as low as "people dying from cancer" but I haven't been able to get it over 6'ish for crap. There's another clue. I've done a lot of Master-Cleanse fast and juice fasting so I guess fasting doesn't "kill cancer". I don't rebound anymore because I am still looking for the best bra to do it in! I am a 36-38DDD!!!