I don't agree with alot of the RC church doctrines but I think this is a ploy as someone else here pointed out to make people doubt even more. Clearly one sided if they read all she wrote. There are times when its very dark and empty and you begin to doubt but there are times of joy and faith as well. Too bad they wanted to one side it for their own agenda and not taken in full context. I'd bet money if she were alive she would refute it and explain it. To bad she isn't alive to defend her words.