Re: to Moonie...

Bemmer...you are welcome, my GP has tasted my liver twice, by doing a blood test and told me that there is not a problem in this area...this is a crock of s**t because I know that this is where the main problem lies for me now. I have had digestive and hormonal problems since I was in my teens when I was in my early twenties I want to a Chinese Herbalist who told me that I needed Bitters but he didn't tell me why. After my son's birth I found out that I had developed Endometriosis and then started to research alternative ways of healing myself because by now I had pretty much given up on the traditional health service and doctors to do the job for me. I found out that the liver not only plays a big part in over all health because it creates good digestion when it is working well but that it also filters out hormones. When the liver can't do this there can be a built up of certain hormones like estrogens, which can cause Endometriosis, Breast Cancer and in men Prostrate Cancer, which is what my father died of aged 53, my sister is struggling with breast cancer at the moment.

About two years ago I found a site called
http://www.sensiblehealth.com,
Endometriosis is supposed to be incurable, like a lot of other health problems according to traditional medicine, but Julia the woman who had created the site and the health protocols attached to it had cured her self of Endometriosis amongst other things. It is her belief that the Endometriosis and the 'other things' came from her having problems with her liver...she tells her whole journey of discovery and recovery on the site. She also say for reasons that you can read on her site that the test that the doctors do will not show up liver problems like stagnation. When I read this I was convinced that this was also where my problems lay and that I was going to follow the protocol. I did for a couple of months and I didn’t' t see that much improvement, so I stopped it and went on to something else, I wanted quick results and I even felt like my symptoms where getting worse.

I have just spent a lot of money, that I didn't have on a alternative health practitioner, who had healed a women that I met over the web of Endo and I felt nothing after six months of working with her, though, she did tell me at the end that she had tested me and there where problems with my liver...liver fluke she said, which is a parasite that lives in the liver...so I have just finished a parasite cleanse a couple of months ago didn’t see anything come out. Anyway I am not sure if it is parasites but I know its my liver so I went back to Julia’s health protocol because I realised that if I was going to do it I needed to do it 100% and for a longer period...she has also told me that the morning exercise is really important because this move the stagnation in the liver and get things moving I had neglected this last time and am now I am doing it. Again things seemed to be getting worse and I was told to cut back on the herbal tinctures because depending on how poor the liver was and how long it had been this way I need to start slowly...I have done this and straight away started to feel better.

Any way the last weeks I have also started the Moreless protocol and have done two baths and at the moment I am just doing one drink a day. I have burning inflamed acne, that itches and I have noticed that when I do the bath it gives me relief, at the moment it still comes back but I am getting some relief which is good. Also I was getting a bit disappointed because the Chinese Herbs that I am taking are meant to help to produce more bile and my stools where getting more and more orange in colour and today where really light. How ever later in the day my stomach got really swollen and I had like a gripping pain at the bottom I want to the toilet and had a number of (sorry...but if you can't say it here where can you say it) waxy poos, it was like fat coming out of me and I got immediate relief from the pain, also with each poo, the poo got darker.

So I think for people like our selves we have no alternative but to keep searching and also I think I am finding a slower and consistent approach is better. What I have learned on the emotional level is to honest with yourself...this is the first step to self acceptance...you can't accept what you don't know and you don't admit. We are all human no ones perfect, for get what your husband wants you to be, what your friends want you to be, what your children want you to be, what your mother/father wanted or….wants you to be….. and what you your self have built has an identity and want yourself even to be….. start living authentically as you are...it may not be perfect and you may have a shadow...but throwing light on a shadow makes it less scary, more manageable and more acceptable. NO ONES PERFECT...ITS NOT REAL....YOU ARE OK IN… FACT MORE THEN OK...YOU ARE A STAR!! FORGIVE YOURSELF...LOVE YOURSELF...by the way this is advice that I am telling my self also I think it makes it more potent to say it out load and to share it.

I am sending you a real wish that you find health and healing Bemmer...Good Luck Best thoughts Moonie