Re: pca-rx

Oh so true about about the thinking and the doing!! and about the balance!

Yes I do get very down and defeated at times but I always bounce back. I do apologize I know I sound like beeotch at times!!!
It is out of frustration... which is my hurdle to overcome and is definately not good for health.

I appreciate my fellow curzonians immensly their intentions are the best and suggestions are to be appreciated and not poo-poohed! Sorry for that been there done that nonsense sometimes you really do have to revisit some ideas and keep on trying!!!
Through all this I have grown as a person in so many ways.
For one I used to be a so called hot girl now I am a not so hot girl. I have learned much about vanity and about judging others by their appearance. I have never been a plastic barbie foo-foo type but I remember looking at overweight people and thinking that they just need to quit eating crap and exercise, get control of their senses. I see clearly I was a judgemental ahole!!!!
Sometimes life throws you something very unexpected and ironic I always thought that I would have a handle on my health because of all the things I knew and did! I mean after all that is how I make my living.

anyway thanks for your encouragement
peace
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