I 've found a metaphysical church that gives free Reiki healings on wednesday afternoon.
This is how I got interested in Reiki. I've got quite a few things to work out in my life too,
but that didn't stop me from going for healing. I know you are saying can't afford it, but
don't give up looking. Ask people who are involved in it. Volunteer yourself for new
students to "practice on", you may be pleasently surprised. I certainly hope so.
Happy Hunting!