Re: somebody explain this please

Thanks for the replies.I'm not sure why i'm not seeing any results..probably because of my situation..I have caffeine-induced anxiety disorder and i'm just basically caffeine intoxicated.. I live in an unreal world where everything just doesn't seem or look real..
I don't get sad or depressed or happy.. i'm just if you like 'mellow' or 'kind of drunk' (as i describe it) all the time.Nothing worries or bothers me,I've been in this state now for 3 and a half years.

People say..why don't you quit caffeine? I have tried but don't get very far,i actually forget that i'm trying to quit i become that brain dead,and this is usually only 5 or 6 hours once i've decided to quit.It's even harder to cut back because the way i am now is normal for me and anything outside of that normal feeling requires more caffeine to get me back to it.I've been drinking tea since i was 4 years old,I currently drink about 14 cups a day.There was a time when i had 2 or 3 bags to a cup and i would leave them in..but the chest pains became too much to cope with..I drink nothing else.On top of that there is my chain smoking habit..which if you look into it you will see that all caffeine addicts that smoke..smoke allot.I tried to quit smoking..but got quite ill,I later discovered that smoking cuts the half life of caffeine in the system..So by quitting i was actually doubling my caffiene intake.

I was hoping that the pulling thing would somehow help with my tiredness..nomatter how long i sleep,i am constantly ready to goto sleep..wake up,have 2 or 3 teas,and i'm ready to sleep.