Celsius! from Marj

Hey you get my first name, never gave it out on here. You advised me to get off cause it was unhealthy.

I got off. I went and meditated and layed in my tanning bed for 20 minutes. Mind cleared. I then took a cleansing jacuzzi. Did all the grooming anf skin treatments I like. Then I fixed up and husband and I went shopping. We bought him some solid t-Shirts he wanted. Then we went to Buffalo Wild Wings, watched the baseball game, laughed talked. Then we went to a steak house and had an awesome dinner, he surprised me by ordering a martini for desert (chocolate!) while I was in the ladies room. We sat outside at the restaurant and shared all kinds of interesting stuff, and memories and plans. Now, we're home. He's waiting for the last episode of the "Sopranos" I left a thing or 2 out that were fun....This is real life. And that is just our sunday, it varies. At work, I leave my computer on and when they leave I go to my office while they check out. I leave the computer on line all the time, so for relaxation I play on it between patients. I now understand it isn't in the best interest of my patients to view or post on curezone. Still like the internet though.

Anyway, my point is you said don't stay on here for my best. Now, look what today did to you?? This is an unproductive mess. Please take your advice and leave. The ladies you talked about being concerned about> Bith asked me for my email address a long time ago. One said she had a lot in common with me and wanted to talk. I was surprised when she didn't write. No problems at that point, I was new. The other has used my own email address to tell me what she wants me to do and how to run my life. You don't know "virtual" people. I have seen that here. Elsewhere it isn't like this.

You must be miserable after a day like you seem to have had. And I took your advice and had an awesome day. I have an awesome life. Why disturb it with this dysfunctional site. It has nothing to do with getting healthy.

Today was healthy, I'm back to not checking, now and then I will because I'll be curious if anything ever gets better. But mostly, its kind of a shivery, yuk, feeling when I think of it, at first I didn't get it. I see it more clearly now. If you have friends and loved ones, don't let this site take one second of time away from that.

CZ reminds me of this site my son showed me, he was pretty baffled too. It is like this world you enter. People decide if they want to be generic a human or something like a catoon character, or a creature. And you navigate this world knowing nothing. Then you can approach one of these beings and try to greet them. When he showed me the creature "beamed away" when he approached it. The part of this world he saw when he just found it, that day was mostly empty. But, there are actual people behind all those masks. And CZ is a virtual wor;d of the same sort.

Take your advice!! They put you in your place on ML's and outside ML's. See? You are rational, I can see that, but you have out yourself in a virtual world of unreality that has nothing to offer you. Real life is beautiful. Nothing beautiful about Cure Zone. God bless u C--You get hurt sticking up for me on either side, no way to win.... Tweet