dime sized crater

Well...

This plague all over my body continues to flourish!

My face is terribly red and burning and so tight and dry that the slightest facial expression is painful.

I woke up today with about 15 new very large pustules on my face. All of these will leave holes when the go away.

Last week, I had this very hard mass under one of my cheeks that formed. After about a week and a half, the mass started to subside and now it is pretty much gone. The sore has left a dime-sized crater about a quarter of an inch deep in the middle of my cheek.

I was using an essential oil that is supposed to help with scarring. What it did was cause a massive sore that left me with the biggest scar of my life. I am now missing a good portion of my face because of this.

I really feel that I am cursed. This is getting ridiculous now. No matter what I do to help myself it backfires and I end up worse than before.

As it is right now, I have absolutely no idea how I am going to get through life with the disfigurement I have sustained from this skin disease.