What to do next?

Ok, It's kind of wierd, Ok December I ended a long 2 year "Fling" with this guy... Him and I have been best of friends for almost 12 years, became intimate back in 04... I was recently upset with some news about him being with someone (Relationship) since Novemeber!!! that is the reason why I stopped it in Dec, he did not want to commit to me!

Next Guy...
I met him through a friend in DEC 06, yes same month! I thought he would be different but I gussed wrong! 4 months later I realized I am in the same Predicament, this one was just weird! he claimed me as a "girlfriend" but acted totally opposite... I felt like i was doing more in the so called relationship than he was! I am so frustrated right now, I am hurt, ashamed of my actions, and even ready to give up on all relationships! So what do I do next? besides move on!?! Tweet