Re: No bad motive, here

Hi,

I appreciate all that people have said for Killuninati's benefit. I am not sure if she is taking any suggestions here, but I learn a lot about you all from your responses! What is it they say about intelligence being learning from one's own mistakes, and wisdom is having the ability to learn from the mistakes of others? Something like that!

There is a post further down from someone who has had problems with excessive mucous/sinus stuff. I had some of that when I started OP'ing, but I am sure many of you have much more wisdom than I to offer him/her. I feel like things get out of focus when we spend all our time worrying about non-OP-related stuff to the degree that peoples' questions and concerns are getting ignored by the regulars here.

She is going to feel bad until she gets tired of feeling bad. This may sound harsh, but when Killuminati shifts her attitude from one of fault-finding and the "poor-mes" to one of gratitude and service, she will feel better even if her physical problems persist. Right now, Killuminati's struggles with her mother, her roommate, her joblessness, etc. are somehow still "working" for her. If she can get right-sized with the world around her, she will "feel" better, whether or not her material situation changes at all.

That is the greatest lesson I have learned over months of reading Hopinso's posts, for instance. Someone who has really struggled with the health stuff but who has the rich spiritual life she does so that her posts are of great service to others. I find the same qualities in many of the stories of the other regulars here.

A big part of the solution for me is really just being OK with the problem. The fanciest oils and the most successful Liver Flushes don't fix the real stuff. And the value of this forum is not only benefiting from the experience and wisdom of those that have more experience, but being of service to those who have less. I really felt "a part of" here when I found myself being able to help the newcomers a little bit.

I hope everyone has a great day, and happy pulling!

Laura