Oh I Am sorry- it was not my intention
:" NO MATTER HOW LONG YOUR JOURNEY APPEARS TO BE, THERE IS
NEVER MORE THAN THIS; one step, one breath one moment --NOW.
Eckhart Tolle
I certainly have been frustrated at times in my search
Have you ever played golf?
I have a golf story
You are essentially playing golf against yourself
(except for the side bets that go on)
And everytime I get frustrated and my temper or frustration flares
I realized I was "digging me heels in" Those that know me are
nodding their heads up and down now
And then the swing falls apart
and it is hard to keep ones eye on the ball
and a worse shot materializes
Golf is a mental game
You must leave the last hole behind no
matter how shi**ty it was
So one has to know how determined
one is for the goal
and how much nerves of steel
they have in reserve to tough it out
It helps if you've played the course before
and you have experience
with yourself and golf
and the course and golf
Sooooooo
whenever I feel my heels dig in
I either detach and summon the
reserves
or I indulge myself
and let all s**t fly
because I am enjoying
the sh**t flying
But I do not fool myself that I will
move ahead through my spiritual journey with
frustration or bad golf or bad attitude
Or forcing a moment
On the other hand,I do not judge myself
for my self indulgence
when I feel
like letting the sh*t fly
Don't be frustrated just because you feel stopped
It is a resting point
and your Path may be much different
than all this "stuff"
To know it is real is enough, right
now
If it is for you
you will know it soon enough
See
you
at
the
19th
hole
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