Re: Sam I Am- Please get well
I met the God who is love...who I found resides in a squarish spaceship looking place I call heaven for lack of a better word. Heaven was past the stars and emptiness for an almost endless distance but it sits there beond any light at all... The darkness is so dense surrounding heaven that it is no wonder that those who go to the light...go there... Imagine yourself in a dark room and there is a door with a light in front of you...It is only natural to go to the light... I leave a crack in the door for my baby so when she wakes up in the darkness... she can come to me and not be afraid ...Still sometimes she wakes up afraid and doesn't go to the light and calls out to me "Daddy!" and I run to her so that she knows that I am there for her... I hold her in my arms and tell her that I love her so much... I just hold her this way...until she has reconnected with me and orients herself to her day and when she is ready she goes to her mother or starts whatever it is that she wants to start her day with... This is the same for God...God loves us so much... When we die and go to the light....If we are afraid then God sends angels of light to come for us...I just know that there is nothing to fear from death...
If we get curious and look around us at the darkness falling off of our body...we might call this "hell" but I only saw this as a tunnel... All of the darkness peels off of us until we finally enter into the presence of the light of God's love. So if you want to play afraid in hell along the way then fine...but when you are ready...just look up and Love will be there...Cry out for love and love will run to you and pull you into love's arms...
Imagine us as a sun covered with darkness with even so dense a darkness that there is no light visible on the outside.... but as we begin moving toward a much stronger light....the darkness comes from off of us...When first we recognize the light, we rise to what could be described as returning to our family of light...and we move to the light...As get closer and closer to the light of love....the light peels away every last layer of darkness that we put on ourselves while we lived... The light begins shining through every dark place until, as we enter the presence of the most brilliant light of love...there is no place for darkness to hide from the light that we entered...
I know Sam has choices to make about staying or going to the light but I just want you to know that we can only stay in suffering bodies until our soul call it quits... I just want you to know that those that go before us will still be in our lives if we are attached by the thread of love that runs between ourselves and the God who is love... I am hoping for the best outcome for your Sam... Yah(God who is love) bless you and yours...