Re: who cares?

Hi.
My suicidal thoughts have gone away just in the last two weeks. For six weeks I've been walking daily, taking unsulfered blackstrap molasses (it doesn't taste great but I learned it was FULL of minerals) and kelp (that doesn't taste great either) as well as some magnesium. I've made SURE I drank my six-eight glasses of water a day and put celtic salt in it. I don't know what but SOMETHING has shifted (oh, I cleaned out my bowels a couple of times with enemas). And started eating better--more greens and raw food. Oh yea, made cilantro pesto (it pull heavy metals out of the body).

I still have fatigue and sleep problems, BUT the fact the horrible thoughts are gone and I've smiled a couple times in the last week means a lot to me.

I just thought I'd share. I don't know why the black cloud lifted--life is still full of all it's problems. I have a long way to go, plus I have a history of returning back to the depression. So I'll keep learning. Oh yea, I don't eat processed foods, white flour, white rice, or sugary stuff, and of course NO SODA POP. I am pretty much willing to give up whatever I have to to make the Depression hell let me go. (well--everything EXCEPT meds)

Good luck to you. If you haven't tried making any dietary changes, I would suggest you do. There are lots of people on cz who know much more than I do who are willing to help.

God bless! Hang in there. The light is starting to filter in for me.
pj