I don't know what to do

I was called into see the doctor in my town after taking a few tests for herpes. I don't know how to handle it. I feel like a horrible person that certain choices I made will effect the likelyhood of my having a healthy baby. I want a healthy normal future but is it possible? I know next to nothing about the virus only that it's incurable. I feel ashamed. I don't know what I did to deserve this. Please help, I'd really appreciate it.