how much it was going to hurt when you made the agreements you made with father time to keep yourself in line? What if you gave him permission to kick your ass if you got out of line? That is you allowin' you who created time to make you hurt ALL THE TIME. Don't listen to me though...you would rather just blame it on God or something less...but what if it was you who made that pain you feel inside that hurts you deep down? What would you do if it was you?