Thank you for your beautiful story... I am suffering as I did the same, when I was 18. I have been married since and unable to concive although I have asked for forgivness many times for my terrible sin, I have had IVF treatment for my misterious infertility, 1 year ago, and about to have anothet cycle.
I do not think God is ready to forgive me... and my time is nelly running out.