It must be awful to live in such fear of the doom and destruction of the planet and the people. I'm sure you feel like you will be one of the people to go to heaven, while the rest of the world, with all the other religions, get to perish? I truly think that Christians, and their doomsday scenarios, are some of the most egotistical people on the planet.
And regarding letting God decide who will live and die? After what I've seen, I say...God is an A**hole.