I can so relate to your message. I can't even begin to get into my summer clothes. I tried on a pair of jeans and barely got them past my big rump and just last summer they were so baggy my husband said I looked like a poor child, would I give anything to look like a poor child these days. My story is to long but bottom line is I need to lose between 14 and 20 pounds and I want to get into all my cute clothes. I'm starting for the millionth time tommorow. I'm so praying I can last 21 days of a water fast. I'm so tired of feeling like a dump. I wish you the best of luck