I need someone to make a pact with me for 40days starting ASAP

hi everyone,

as a christian i don't practice sex outside of marriage and as i've been divorced for 4 years, i've led a celibate lifestyle. now however, i've met the man of my dreams and although we haven't set a date as yet, we are planning to be married at some point this year. so my wedding and consequent wedding night *ahem* lol.....are my reward for all of this fasting, calorie restriction etc, it's certainly give me something else to focus on. i just want our wedding night to be so perfect as we've both been celibate for a few years and the most important thing is to feel comfortable, i know i'll only do this if i'm feeling okay with my body.
so yes it is a good thing to have a goal, focus etc as it helps to keep you motivated :)

on-a-mission