day 10

ok, here i am, almost half way done, will be by tomorrow night.
i'm so happy to be there yet.
and to answer to you jenny, to your last post..sometimes i feel down and sad and lonely and ...just down, but i just KNOW this will be soon away and as time will go by, as hours will, i'll just feel happy of what i'm achieving, realising i'm able to set up my mind for something and go 4 it, really, completely...well, i'll say this 4 good on day 21...22..23 when the brekfast will be going great...:-)))
i just say this not at all to say that others stopping after 2/3 days are not able and should feel like shit, i've done it, stopped after few days, so many times..and so???
i'm just sure that ,depending on people, some, like us...need to have lots of trys before succeeding, and that's it!!!
when it's the good time, when we are for this or that reason, motivated, it comes easy, without fighting!
the only thing i regret..kind of regret..is that i havent enjoyed the food i was stuffing myself with more, i should have appreciated all bites and told myself, that's fine, when time will come, i'll stop and i'll get thin again, fine!!!!!!!!!
i felt so down and guilty that i ate even more, quicker, with no real pleasure, just pain and guilt...toxic feelings!!!!
and i'm just sure i would have eaten, as a matter a fact a lot less!!!
anyway, it's done and lessons are being learned..:-))))
all of you take much care of yourself, and if you feel ready now, go for it, you can, this is sure, make it!!!
love
m