My body

I'm looking a lot better all of a sudden. I've been semi-off the wagon for the past week or so. I screwed up majorly on Sunday, and then again on Wednesday, when I'd finally gotten down almost to 140, but I found that I didn't gain that much weight from it. Also, I've been exercising and doing Pilates, and my body is looking a lot better! My main problem right now is just my tummy, but I know fasting and continued exercise will take care of that. I have 2 weeks until the pageant, and I'm thinking very hard about whether I should start the fast today, or tomorrow. I can't stop thinking about food, and I've almost made up my mind to go get my favorite food (which I won't mention, because I don't want anyone else to start craving it!), and start a 13 day Water Fast tomorrow. I think I could lose 10 pounds in 13 days, especially if I'm only doing water, and exercising and doing my pilates. I guess having my boyfriend be so surprised at my body when I showed him my swimsuit (a good surprised), and tell me that all I need to worry about is my stomach, made me pretty confident. I may be too confident though. I don't know. I ate two bags of popcorn and a can of beans yesterday. All of a sudden, the panic and pressure are fading away, but I don't want to lose my drive. I think I'm going to eat today and start Water Fasting tomorrow. I don't want to have a single screw up after I start my last fast before the pageant, so that's my justification for eating today (sad isn't it?). Anyway, opinions or suggestions would be great. By the way, I can fit into almost all of my wardrobe now! Good luck to you guys!