what the hell is wrong with me

hey kids............. bet you can guess what day i'm on oh yeah day one again........
i think this is how its got to be......no choice in the matter......i tryed to keep so freakin busy this weekend but oh no didnt help not one bit.......... wine chicken on the grill.......some salad........ oh and dont forget that popcorn i was dying for....OH YES I DID......... no will power what so ever....all day sat from 8:00 am till till about 4:p.m......... i created stuff for myself to do...yeah know washed everything down took everything out of my cabinets washed the inside of them polished the outside........cleand floors on hands and knees washed all my winter clothes just becasue...nuttin stopped me from picking up the forbidding fork..... so thats that................................... no will power on weekends...body will not take no for a answer........ but i will tell this i've be come the queen of five day fasts........ its not as hard for me anymore probally cause i know some where in the back of my head i will cave on weekends..........i can feel some kind of weigh loss...... and what i figured out its better not to lose all at once casue when you do that and go on a two week vacation like i did it just come right back and let me tell yeah kids real fast too............. so here iam going for another five day fast.....wish me luck and luck to you allllllllllllllll...........french