Last night was AWFUL!!!

Beginning of day 3 and I am feeling fine right now but I HATED how I felt last night. I was so hungry last night I did not know what to do with myself all I could think about was WHATABURGER and I felt like I was going kind of crazy. There was a battle going on in my mind - to eat or not to eat. I could not go to sleep to save my life. I sat up in bed and drank a quart of water as fast as I could to try to make my belly feel full. It worked I felt miserable - but then nausea kicked in, the chills, and eventually diarrhea. My husband went out with his friends last night and at 2 AM - right when I was on the border of being awake and being asleep - he comes home, our dog goes crazy cause she hears someone drive up and open the door - so I was WIDE AWAKE AGAIN. Then I almosted threw up all over my husband when he tried to hug me and all I got was a big whiff of the nasty "club" smell of alcohol and cigarettes. That really amazed me cause if I were not on this fast I would have been out there partying with them as well and it would not have bothered me. I think all of my senses are really sensitive right now - even my hearing. Last night as I was trying to sleep I could (or thought I could) hear the filter pump on the pool - which of course is outside in the backyard and I was in bed - I have never heard that before and the pump is really quiet. Anyway I am feeling better now but I do not know if I can survive another crazy night like that I am praying that tonight will be easier. I have lost 5 pounds and do not want to mess up everything I have already gone through by being weak or having a weak moment. Has anyone else experienced anything like this? Please share any ideas and thoughts you all may have. I will be posting here daily because it gives me something to do and helps keep me sain. I am so bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks, Linda Tweet