Re: how many drops?
Hi Cielo!
Great to hear from you!
If the predominant emotion you're feeling right now is fear - you should definitely be taking either some Mimulus or/and Aspen. Mimulus is for known Fears (exams, money-worries, knowing that your future is going to change once you're out of school) and Aspen is for Unknown Fears (your future is unknown to you). Not quite sure if you need both of them...or just Mimulus. It sounds like dissolving the fear you're feeling would be an important thing for you to do right now...that way you won't be acting out of Fear and you'll be able to make decisions that stem from your Heart!
White Chestnut is great for dissolving those Worry thoughts too! You might want to address these emotions that are foremost in your mind first before moving into the deeper realms. A combo of Mimulus, Aspen (black hole thoughts call for Aspen, I think!), Larch, Chicory, White Chestnut and Olive sound good for the state of mind you're in right now.
Your life IS going to change, Cielo...imagine it changing for the better! Dissolve the Fear and the Worry are attract positive images and feelings about your future towards you. It might help to spend some minutes each day fantasizing by creating a beautiful day-dream where you're feeling exactly the way you desire to feel, surrounded in an atmosphere that makes you feel fulfilled in every way....Really paint the picture and feelings in your mind - and this will help to attract 'like' energies towards you in real life.
I hope to hear from you soon...and I'm wishing you calming thoughts and an exam well-written!
love Tracey